Random Rant

  I am feeling like a bad mom right about now. With the birth of each child, something was scrificed. Baby number one, my freedom, but he still got the world! Baby number two, no pictures. She was lucky to be a girl so she didn't have as much hand me downs. Baby number three, no 1st birthday party.
  I know it seems like no big deal because he's not going to remember right? But it just feels wrong. We are piggy backing on my niece and had no real plans to begin with. I hope he doesn't ask me about this later in life. I can't tell a lie to save my life and I hate hurting my kids' feelings.
  I mean  I guess I'm blessed that he is such a happy kid, he probably won't care anyway. He is getting his own cake, good enough right?

10 minutes later...

  Yeah, I'm still feeling bad.